fuck me up with the facegrinder 9000
By Vivi on January 25, 2026 3:12 pm
a relatively young and healthy human body can recover from a lot
but going through it you don't necessarily know how its affecting you at the time
we're really good at memory holing stuff like that when shit gets really dark
some parts of those experiences are like new open wounds that won't close
especially if you did it to heal from something else
anyway thinking about surgical trauma and how psychological recovery can take a lot longer than physical recovery.
I'm only just now reaching a point where I feel like I'm healthier than when I went in. Sometimes I feel like I'm only now just piecing together what even happened last year.
This was a fun track to write, dipping my toe into using the FM synth which I ignore too much, and playing around with the new shimmer reverb cranked to eleven. Big big sounds and unusually for a WB, managed to find some time to refine the mix / drops (levels are still smashed to oblivion but that's just how I roll)...
Really really happy with the second drop which ties together a few different ideas I've been toying with lately and is very intense.
Composed on the m8 tracker
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