My Last Thoughts of You Will Become a Never-Ending Dream
By Tone Matrix on May 4, 2024 1:39 am
Started this week just trying to do something piano based. I wasn't really finding anything that stuck. I've been reading this book about Edgar Allan Poe called "A Mystery of Mysteries - the death and life of.." There's a section in the book that talks about him losing his wife Virginia to tuberculosis. It painted a picture of him by her bedside administering brief sips of wine that made her smile. Without giving too much away it was kind of an emotional chapter. After that I drifted off to sleep for a bit. Woke up, slowly shuffled (no furniture mishaps) to the keyboard. I still had Ableton loaded on a super slow drawn out paddy patch from Zebra2's synth. I was feeling a bit melancholy at the time and just pictured how that sort of thing he dealt with would feel. Related that feeling to my own personal regrets/wishes/mishaps/hopes and a few major chords and inversions came out. Nothing ground breaking but it does provide a bit of solace to just close my eyes to slow ambient schtuff like this and drift away. Thanks for reading my ramble and listening. Hope you are well
PS. My fav poem by Poe is "Alone".
PS2. Poe isn't the dark caricature he's made out to be
PS3. The Baltimore Ravens football team was named after him
PS4. His tortoiseshell cat's name.... was... Catterrina!
PS5. I wrote a string trio/vocal trio piece my freshman year ('97) at college based on his "Alone" poem. It was a bit too Edward Scissorhandsy with me on piano, but it was still one of my favorite live performances. To play with future opera singers, string players was fun and I miss that naive inspiration/motivation I had back then. H'ok thank you for taking a trip down memory ln, sappy ginger out. *awkward exits*
edited for appreciation: in case you don't make it to the bottom, i wanted to thank yall!
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I just wanted to say thank you to everyone for stopping by and all your kind comments and words really mean a lot. I don't always repond to these comments but please know I read every single one and truly appreciate you taking the time to listen. yay WB! *high_fivuh* PS to those who were spamming the internet with the #ashT@g #releasethetapes week 19's track has yew_tubez_tape_release attached! double yay WB! Thank you again for the smiles
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