idk if any of you suffer from cluster headaches, i hope not. i don't recommend them, not that you'd be able to help that. this song is about my struggles with them. i've dealt with them since i was 18 and had no idea what they even were until i was almost 30. they are truly terrible, but there is solace to be found in psilocybin! it sounded crazy to me, but they do keep a solid two years of peace on your belt after just one dose. anyway. this song grew out of the sounds and just like a headache, couldn't be stopped, only endured. it was nice to get this track done so early in the week and i'm submitting it now just in case i don't get another chance to do music in this busy week ahead.
‹ Lyrics
feed the current.
turn the key.
break the circuit.
set it free.
it flows right through me.
it takes me down.
the life machine
is going to make me drown.
"پانی اور فطرت کی آوازیں پیدا کرنے والی مشین"
the searing never halts behind the eye
a unilateral nerve, pinched, wanting to die
humming the frequency, not begging for more
a single tear drops down to the floor
lightning coursing through copper veins
praying to any god who can make this wane
dear god, just make this go away
run the water down through the sound
no proof of life that i have found
every gear shift grabs a bone
tears me to bits, leaves me alone
bash my head with stone! keep the blood pouring now
i want to drink the fountain, and find what you’re bleeding out
pressure’s driving through the blue sunrise
i'm covered in darkness, just to stay alive
it mimics and mocks all i used to be
the liquid static forcing me to see
the rhythm swallows every word i say
and washes all my hope away
away, away, away
run the water down through the sound
no proof of life that i have found
every gear shift grabs a bone
tears me to bits, leaves me alone
bash my head with stone!
i keep the blood pouring now
i want to drink the fountain, and find what you’re bleeding out
bash my head with
bash my head with
bash my head with
bash my head with
bash my head with
bash my head with
bash my head with
bash my head with
bash my head with
bash my head with
bash my head with
bash my head with stone