W05 - 1_28_2026 4everluv
By ENC_ on February 1, 2026 8:48 am
Rough week. Left neck shoulder injury Sunday night. Felt a sharp pain when moving into bed. Thought it would go a way on it's on and would be better when I woke the next day. Did not happen. Pain all the way through the week. First 3 days were excruciating. Hard time sleeping. Got better slowly. Over the counter pain killers helped. Muscles slowly unlocked. Minor pain as of writing. Drove 2 hours to pick up in-laws returning from vacation. Received news about brother leaving the state and later the country with his wife permanently. Checked in on VTC. Both of us sad but happy for them. Sad about not being able to easily share with my comrade. We are bonded by blood, childhood, and experience but perhaps not in long term familial goals. Scared of taking care of my mom by myself when her health declines. I'll have to handle it alone again potentially.
Talk of playing a show with my band. Started working on a remix. Double music shifts might need to slow down. Need to catch up on sleep. Spent time with wife riding to park, taking walks, running errands, stopped by local general strike. Found pile of old star trek figures at local toy shop and picked them up. Local independent book shop bought out by Barnes and Nobles corporation. Open house visit near by L&R's house. Saw L's mother. Discussed ADHD, importance of literature education for personal development/life navigation, shared philosophy reviews, and feelings about brother. The humanities are an underrated part of education. Felt like I slipped into sounding like my father at one point. Bizarre feeling, catching a deceased parent's behaviour and personality traits enacted in yourself. Even stranger looking in the mirror and recognizing my grandfather's features appearing. The older I get, the more I can see them as I remember from childhood, in me. Looking at certain photos of myself end up feeling intergenerational in some ways. Like they are looking back at me through myself.
Media Consumed: The Incal by Alejandro Jodorowsky and Mœbius, House of Daggers (2002), Star Trek Voyager, Vim - Time Crunch - Random Collection of constants, Aleksi Perälä - Grace 14, Zabutom - Splendors of the Past, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5*, 6, 7, 8*, 9, 10, 11,
Software Used:
Ableton
Fors Romb
Audio Realism abl3x
Tal - U-No-LX
Inphonik RX950
Izotope Ozone 10
Went back to finish an extra song started a song from the previous week. Opened 1_27_26 12_45AM Ableton and deleted other modular recordings in file. Saved as new file. Track started when exploring Ableton's new autotune (added in 2024 I think). Test chords controlling test vocals led to something that made me think of Orbital's Halcyon on and on. Had been playing that track a lot due to revisting the movie Hackers in the new year. Decided to follow the direction a bit for fun and out of appreciation for that age of rave music. Closed file and left until this week. Fleshed things out further. leaned into the repetitiveness, slow changes, and stock sound pallets. Nice to work on something a bit more optimistic sounding. Recorded a few life tweeks with mouse on different layers. Enjoyed my time messing about with a different style. Might be a good one to hand to bandmates for Delorean Overdrive track to add a little more performance zest. Reminds me of my time staying up past 2am to hear the electronic music blocks from the larger city's alternative radio station. Their was a local DJ host doing a lot of heavy lifting to share this stuff. Country, rock, oldies, and top 40's were mostly what we got back than. Some college radio segments for punk, indie and alternative stuff. It was a lot of word of mouth, local shows in questionable venues, and driving to get anything different. Song finished on Wednesday.
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