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Zillion

By Cosmic Cairns on March 27, 2026 6:55 pm

The one thing that's constant about life and the world is change.  You can't really stop it from happening, nor can you really control the direction that things choose to go.  I'm finding myself not feeling super thrilled about the way things seem to be heading.  I do think that's sort of a common thing that happens to people as they get older.  Maybe they get stuck in their ways and the world just passes them by.  I'm reminded of the  Grampa Simpson quote:  "I used to be with 'it' but then they changed what 'it' was. Now what I'm with isn't 'it' anymore and what's 'it' seems weird and scary.  It'll happen to you."  I always thought I would try my best to adapt with the times and go with the flow, and for the most part I have, but it's hard not to feel uncomfortable about a lot of the changes that have already happened and where things appear to be going.  Socially, politically, technologically, culturally... all of it really.  Anyway, that's kind of what I was thinking about when I wrote this one.

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I used to think there was a narrative
To life
Could shape it with my mind
Now it's all fractured into chaos
Here's where
I'll get left behind

The stories all stopped making sense and
Twisted into forms
I don't recognize
No worth is placed on what I value
Temples are built
In praise of greed and lies

I'm just one small drop in an ocean
A zillion
Light years long and wide
And as I plummet to the deep depths
Look up
See the fading light

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I can totally relate, your thoughts and the lyrics. Feels like there's a lot to worry about and little I can control. Another great job turning thoughts of the week into a full blown track!

relatable content heart

Such a catchy chorus that had me swaying along.  Love the lil organ breakdown around 4min.  Well done!

The universe does not owe us anything.

That was a beautiful track full of nostalgia and magic. Maybe paradise lost, innocence lost.

depressing, relevant
you're not alone but i'm afraid "we" are alone

This might be your tightest arrangements this year? Certainly up there for me. Constant push-pull of hope and disappointment, from the rise-fall of the organ in the intro to the wistful jangle guitar bridge. Vocals are soft and warm, especially in the low notes. But my favorite is the outro, starting with cold synth lines and building to...well, if not zillions, a least a great big proggy choir of voices. Glad to have pockets like this, cause the world has been feeling as bad as you describe lately.

love the contrapuntal movement of all the voices, nice work!
your music is the constant that can shine through whatever changes you're not feeling 'with',
just keep your head up and your heart open, your musical light can push through all the clouds heart

"...in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow.
Even darkness must pass.
A new day will come, and when the sun shines it'll shine out the clearer" -Sam (to Frodo)

RajaTheResidentAlien wrote:

"...in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow.
Even darkness must pass.
A new day will come, and when the sun shines it'll shine out the clearer" -Sam (to Frodo)

heart

orangedrink wrote:

you're not alone but i'm afraid "we" are alone

happy to be part of this Alonely Hearts Club Band.
there are more of us  heart

Look up
See the fading light

i'm looking up. and listening.
thank you, CC

I guess it doesn't help the direction things are going, or at least shown, is not very good for the world at large
Unless you're talking about memes, in which case, I'm sure you'll be alright, the whole connected at all times thing is helping with that very well
- Ebrit

gosh this is so nice. I've been feeling so similar, it's nice to hear someone else grapple with similar feelings

I really enjoyed this one. REM vibes.
Everything is on fire.

SQF wrote:

I can totally relate, your thoughts and the lyrics. Feels like there's a lot to worry about and little I can control. Another great job turning thoughts of the week into a full blown track!

Thanks!  It's not the funnest thing to think about, but I suppose it is good fuel for songwriting.  smile



emily wrote:

relatable content heart

heart



Tone Matrix wrote:

Such a catchy chorus that had me swaying along.  Love the lil organ breakdown around 4min.  Well done!

Thanks!  It felt like it needed something to break it up and that seemed to fit well to me.



Kedbreak136 wrote:

The universe does not owe us anything.

That was a beautiful track full of nostalgia and magic. Maybe paradise lost, innocence lost.

It owes us nothing and eventually it will take everything from us.  But we've got to make the best of our time here.  Thanks for listening!



orangedrink wrote:

depressing, relevant
you're not alone but i'm afraid "we" are alone

Ultimately we're all alone, but at least there are others who are alone alongside us.



sleepside wrote:

This might be your tightest arrangements this year? Certainly up there for me. Constant push-pull of hope and disappointment, from the rise-fall of the organ in the intro to the wistful jangle guitar bridge. Vocals are soft and warm, especially in the low notes. But my favorite is the outro, starting with cold synth lines and building to...well, if not zillions, a least a great big proggy choir of voices. Glad to have pockets like this, cause the world has been feeling as bad as you describe lately.

Thanks!  The push-pull of hope and disappointment is definitely something I often feel in life.  I often feel let down, but I try not to let positivity get ground out entirely, even if it's difficult sometimes.



RajaTheResidentAlien wrote:

love the contrapuntal movement of all the voices, nice work!
your music is the constant that can shine through whatever changes you're not feeling 'with',
just keep your head up and your heart open, your musical light can push through all the clouds heart

"...in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow.
Even darkness must pass.
A new day will come, and when the sun shines it'll shine out the clearer" -Sam (to Frodo)

Thanks!  No matter what happens to the world, there's always music to turn to, and it does help a little at least.



jwh wrote:
RajaTheResidentAlien wrote:

"...in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow.
Even darkness must pass.
A new day will come, and when the sun shines it'll shine out the clearer" -Sam (to Frodo)

heart

orangedrink wrote:

you're not alone but i'm afraid "we" are alone

happy to be part of this Alonely Hearts Club Band.
there are more of us  heart

Look up
See the fading light

i'm looking up. and listening.
thank you, CC

Thanks for listening and being a source of light!



DESLRV wrote:

I guess it doesn't help the direction things are going, or at least shown, is not very good for the world at large
Unless you're talking about memes, in which case, I'm sure you'll be alright, the whole connected at all times thing is helping with that very well
- Ebrit

For every bad development I've seen with the passing of time, there are also good things that have come along that I can't imagine not having.  Including memes.



Earp Lug wrote:

gosh this is so nice. I've been feeling so similar, it's nice to hear someone else grapple with similar feelings

It's probably common to getting older, but things really seem off the rails these days.  I'm glad I was a kid when I was and not now.



BarristerPlong wrote:

I really enjoyed this one. REM vibes.
Everything is on fire.

Thanks!  R.E.M. was my first favorite band in high school so they're pretty deeply ingrained in me.

I relate. With time, the idea of controlling the narrative seems to fade. Your have great lyrics. Some introspection, thought provoking. We find one another and together we're better. Like the instrumental break and outro, very nice!

miraclemiles wrote:

I relate. With time, the idea of controlling the narrative seems to fade. Your have great lyrics. Some introspection, thought provoking. We find one another and together we're better. Like the instrumental break and outro, very nice!

Thanks!  We're all passengers on this ride I think, not the pilots we often imagine we are.

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