I think a lot of artists struggle with their mental health. The last couple of weeks have been rough for me personally as a tragedy had occurred around this time many years ago that I still can't get over even with the therapy I current work with. When words aren't enough, I find myself expressing my feelings with raw synths, and even then, my family and friends still obviously don't understand what I try to tell them no matter how hard this autistic tries.

All the instruments were made with Dexed and Sunvox analog pad sunsynths (except the risers and drums). Started this track in Sunvox, and had Dexed replace the Sunsynths I didn't enjoy while mastering things in Reaper.

I don't plan on releasing too many of these experimental tracks but let's see what happens in the next few weeks.

Be safe out there and take care of yourselves the best way you can, both physically and mentally.

Tags: ambient, bells, cinematic, dexed, experimental, lofi, reaper, sunvox, week 5 2026, View by:aaronyadao