Desperation
By ViridianLoom on June 30, 2024 10:33 pm
My energy has been waning for a while, been trying to get back into the groove of things but the best I could muster this week was a riff and a solo. Contemplating if I should allow myself to just start missing weeks this year when I'm not feeling up to it because I've already completed two full runs of weeklybeats, where my initial motivation was to not miss any weeks, but now I don't know if I really care so much about that anymore. I like the weekly reminder to be productive but I'd rather be putting out stuff I take some pride in because I put in the honest effort. Feel like I've been phoning it in for like the last 7 weeks, especially when you compare the quality of my songs to the first 10 or so weeks of music I did where I was all in on the commitment.
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