Angel in the stone
By Tom Foolery on May 10, 2026 10:59 am
Big week.
A few stressful things at work which all worked out (no pun intended), but ultimately the feeling of impostor syndrome is easily exacerbated by things not going to plan. Everyone there is very supportive and understanding though, which I am very thankful for.
Whilst driving down the street, I saw someone walking out of a coffee shop that I thought I would never see again in my life. It was surreal to see them standing there, moving exactly how I remember them moving. Surreal to know they exist in the same world as me. Lots to unpack there.
I went and watched a documentary on Jeff Buckley at the cinema. It was beautiful, it was devastating. I have been listening to him a lot this week, and I can't believe how easily he can transport me away with just a guitar and his voice. Timelessly angelic music.
I've been on quite a few lovely runs and bike rides. Caught up with friends. Went to a market that I had never been to and had a blast! It was like being in a different city! Got an absolute score of cheap vegetables, which have already been used in two great dinners and counting. In a busy cafe, I shared a table with a stranger so that we wouldn't have to stand - coincidentally we had ordered the exact same things and we had a lovely conversation.
I went to a free performance today at the local town hall in their gallery. I was nearly moved to tears by her rendition of a Julia Jacklin song (if I ever see Julia Jacklin live I will be a mess guaranteed). I was very impressed by her voice, and a bit envious at how effortlessly she could sing so smoothly - the combination of her voice and guitar was rich. I rode my bike back home and sat down and forced myself to finish off my weeklybeat. Although often frustrated with my voice, I have to say it is so satisfying when I get a take that feels "good". I enjoy the process and that is what counts.
This song was an exploration of an idea that came up somewhere(? can't recall) - the feeling of being loved so wholly that you do not feel like you meet up to the ideal of those who love you, and instead feel unworthy. Not something that I necessarily relate to, so an interesting one to explore.
Alternate tuning: CGDGBE
I do not recognise my voice
as it echoes through her temple
This place is not for me - a non-believer
I cannot cross the threshold
Lead me to the water
Do not make me think
Hold me down and wash me
I've seen the marbles she carved of me
My shadow couldn't touch their feet
Stare into my eyes
I want to see where it is that lover's beauty lies
Lead me to the water
Do not make me drink
Hold me down and wash me
I see the angel
In the stone
And I set it free
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