Abolish ICE
By scottux on January 11, 2026 11:50 pm
Motivational WeeklyBeats Guy will return another week, don't worry.
Some blood-boil music to match my reaction to this week. I'm incensed by the murder itself, but the denial, monstrous lies, and posthumous vilification of an innocent woman have calcified these feelings in my heart again. I will be honest, I don't exactly like this simmering violent thirst that wells within me. It feels "justified", but violent thought takes up space in the mind and sometimes that space feels like it could be used for positive action if it wasn't occupied by impotent bloody daydreams. And something in me also recognizes that this impulse is, stripped of its context and my own justifications, down to its emotional core, not terribly dissimilar to what I imagine fuels the hearts of the violent fascists who want to see this happen again. Fear, hate, and the comfort of giving in to one of our basest instincts in response.
To be clear, I do not see myself in Jonathan Ross or these other cowards who hide their face as they terrorize our country. They are mad and afraid for stupid, selfish reasons built on decades of lies, and their inability and unwillingness to understand someone different from them would be pitiable if it didn't have the power of the state behind it.
The anger I feel is real and justified, as is this fear. But anger is only the loudest feeling in a very jumbled bunch. And if I can't turn the anger into positive action, I might want to listen to some of the quieter feelings instead.
But I cannot be perfect every day, and for this reason I made something that reminds me of Hotline Miami's gleeful violence. I will think positively another day.
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