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This is Who We Are (Too Many People)

By Paisleyfrog on November 9, 2024 3:17 am

It's been a hard week, as I'm sure it has been for a lot of us here in the US. But at least I got some dream music out of it. It’s been years since that’s happened.

Storytime.

I wanted to make an angry song this week, but it just wasn't in me. I took five runs at it Thursday night, but it just wasn't sticking. I realized I wasn't angry, so much as disappointed. Not in an outcome per se, but in people. I wanted to say that we're better than this as a nation, but apparently we're not. This is who we are.

Thursday night I had a rather vivid dream. I was standing on a sidewalk, and I saw a music store across the street. It had one of those small recording booths in the back. And then I saw the Beatles walk in. (Ringo was wearing a particularly spectacular ermine coat, the kind that had the tails still on it. But I digress.)

I follow them into the store. The Fab Four have already gone into the booth, but apparently didn't have the money to pay for it. I give the manager $40 so they can start recording, and he makes a pinwheel out of it. I hear them start to record. They're playing Norwegian Wood, but the manager doesn't recognize it.

I go into the booth, and the song changed into something I didn't recognize. I paid particular attention while John vocalized the melody. I couldn't hear the words, but I knew it was called Too Many People. I woke up humming it. Went into my own studio that morning to record a quick scratch so I wouldn’t forget it. Picked up the guitar and just knew the right chords. Maybe because I was watching John in my dream. Anyway, that’s the verse of the song.

I didn’t necessarily know what it was about, but it started to take shape when I added a refrain of what I said before…this is who we are.

Lyrics came in a rush later on the same day in two ten minute sessions - first half and then the second half.  Figured out the bridge while writing lyrics. Recorded Friday night. Another minimal recording track this week, done in two passes. Took a bit to find the right guitar sound - settled on the 12 string, and then did vocals.

I feel like I need to apologize for not having a fighting song, an angry song. I guess I’m processing some feels. The fight and the anger will absolutely come back - but I got no answers today.

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Process everything as you need man, long road ahead.  You're track has the feel of an old protest song, both sad and angry to my ears.  Great choice on the 12 string, it really fits the song.  Take care of yourself and your lady, wishing you what calm you can find from oceans away.


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lament.config wrote:

Process everything as you need man, long road ahead.  Your track has the feel of an old protest song, both sad and angry to my ears.  Great choice on the 12 string, it really fits the song.  Take care of yourself and your lady, wishing you what calm you can find from oceans away.

Thank you, that means a lot heart  Allowing myself to wallow for a while...I'm mainly scared for our kids, who are neurospicy and non-binary.

My home state managed to un-fuck some of our local politics from the past 15 years and remove some gerrymandered voting maps. I'm bucking in for the upcoming fight. I'm feeling the need for protest songs and machines that kill fascists.

emily wrote:


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That's almost exactly the view I had of John in my dream...except it was late sixties John, with long hair and round glasses. heart

Feel the feels, acceptance before the fight!
I like this protest vibe - as mentioned by lament. Cool to hear an acoustic one from you, got an almost Irish feel to my ear. Solid chorus. Cool to read about your process too, thanks for sharing.

Hope you're well!

This really captured some of the more nuanced emotion a lot of us felt, I think. I wish I was able to dream songs into existence. Lol.

Hang in there. heart You owe no apologies - you wrote what was in your heart and articulated it beautifully.

myfirstpunksong wrote:

Feel the feels, acceptance before the fight!
I like this protest vibe - as mentioned by lament. Cool to hear an acoustic one from you, got an almost Irish feel to my ear. Solid chorus. Cool to read about your process too, thanks for sharing.

Hope you're well!

Thank you heart "Acceptance before the fight" - love that. Might need to work that into a protest song.

I was actually in a celtic band for about 15 years, some of that stuff just bakes in (week 41 was actually a full-on celtic-inspired folk song). I was humming the dream melody in the shower and my wife asked what it was - she said it had an irish lilt to it as well. smile

SteveSkiano wrote:

This really captured some of the more nuanced emotion a lot of us felt, I think. I wish I was able to dream songs into existence. Lol.

Thanks. Yeah, there's a lot of layers of feels right now.

I've had about six dream songs since I've been writing, with varying levels of success. One of them was hearing a Billy Joel concert at a distance. One was watching Sting on stage. And one of them was in a mid-day piano bar. The pianist turned to me and said, "I'm going to play this one more time so you remember" - and then the entire bar sang it to me. (This was pre-smartphone, and I was away from any recording equipment - I hummed that melody to myself for a day and a half before I was able to record it). It's been close to 20 years and I STILL haven't figured out how to use it.

levelcapybara wrote:

Hang in there. heart You owe no apologies - you wrote what was in your heart and articulated it beautifully.

Thanks heart Yeah, lots of feels that required processing. I went back to one of my Angry attempts last week, and it's feeling a lot better now. Time to rage. smile

it's hard to wrap my head around. i have to keep reminding myself that there are a ton of us who want to row towards love. if we can keep focused on that and not get stuck on petty in-fights etc, we can move the needle. cuz let's be honest, these assholes are MISERABLE and won't be able to stand each other for long.

this Timothy Snyder post from today was both hilarious and also really helpful.
"Let us consider Oligarchs' Island on the basis of Gilligan's Island."
https://snyder.substack.com/p/oligarchs-island

thank you for the song. it is heartfelt and memorable. and that dream sounds amazing. i love when tunes come to me in dreams!

love and light to you and your crew. look for the helpers, that is also who we are heart

jwh wrote:

it's hard to wrap my head around. i have to keep reminding myself that there are a ton of us who want to row towards love. if we can keep focused on that and not get stuck on petty in-fights etc, we can move the needle. cuz let's be honest, these assholes are MISERABLE and won't be able to stand each other for long.

this Timothy Snyder post from today was both hilarious and also really helpful.
"Let us consider Oligarchs' Island on the basis of Gilligan's Island."
https://snyder.substack.com/p/oligarchs-island

thank you for the song. it is heartfelt and memorable. and that dream sounds amazing. i love when tunes come to me in dreams!

love and light to you and your crew. look for the helpers, that is also who we are heart

Thank you so much...you're 100% right. I'm sort of like, I really like how this song turned out, and I also really hate it - it was really an examination of a singular idea. I wanted to drill down into the idea of how democracy has spoken, and that this is what the face of the US is now. It's a national "we". I thought about adding a spoken "but I'm not" at the end...but thought it would muddy what I was getting at with this song. Because no fucking way do I go along with it.

Love that Fred Rogers quote - always look for the helpers. Love is ultimately going to win, even if it's going to be pretty dark during the journey. Love to you and Emily as well. heart

This one cut through the work din. You really nailed the feel and the lyrics, and your voice is stripped down and honest. SUCH good work, and from what I've been seeing online, you're speaking for a lot of people who aren't mad, they're just disappointed. I also thought we were better than this, but it seems we aren't. It's tough to keep creating in dark times, but hey, someone's gotta keep these candles lit or we'll never find our way out. Thanks for lighting this one.

Beautiful. Not much to add to what others have said. But I have a good friend and mentor who at least twice a year has to remind me to never apologize for my music with some degree of severity - "you've got to own your shit" - which I suppose is a way of saying "you got this, be confident; you know what you're doing."

Also took my brain a moment to connect "This is who we are" to a long lost memory and while not relevant, definitely spooky.

MRDRCAT wrote:

This one cut through the work din. You really nailed the feel and the lyrics, and your voice is stripped down and honest. SUCH good work, and from what I've been seeing online, you're speaking for a lot of people who aren't mad, they're just disappointed. I also thought we were better than this, but it seems we aren't. It's tough to keep creating in dark times, but hey, someone's gotta keep these candles lit or we'll never find our way out. Thanks for lighting this one.

Thank you. I really like how this one turned out, and I also really hate it. The flame on this one is a little feeble...I am currently working on a blowtorch for week 47 smile

neon liminal wrote:

Beautiful. Not much to add to what others have said. But I have a good friend and mentor who at least twice a year has to remind me to never apologize for my music with some degree of severity - "you've got to own your shit" - which I suppose is a way of saying "you got this, be confident; you know what you're doing."

Also took my brain a moment to connect "This is who we are" to a long lost memory and while not relevant, definitely spooky.

Wise words....I think my apology arose from a lot of years of bad habits and not taking up space in my own damn life...not necessarily feeling allowed to feel my own feels. I've learned a lot in the past ten years and am doing a LOT better, but some grooves run deep. Thanks for the reminder heart

great song to capture the feels of the moment.

Paisleyfrog wrote:


I am currently working on a blowtorch for week 47 smile

I am eagerly awaiting the blowtorch!!

This is great. I love and relate to the lyrics a lot. Lots of people with their blinders on lately.

Better than the Beatles.
- Valx

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