Trying To Find A Way
By orangedrink on September 27, 2020 10:17 pm
Composed and performed this in 3 hours. This is a live performance on the Model:Cycles with a little bit of editing for concision. (I just learned that word, didn't know there was a noun form for "concise") I haven't played the Cycles since Week 22. Wow. 17 weeks ago! I can't tell if I'm depressed or happy. It's confusing.
I felt pretty rusty on the Cycles (understandably) but I know I could do a great live performance of this with a little bit of practice. The Cycles is so fun; I'm grateful WB forces me to play music at least once a week. Some of these sounds feel simultaneously cold and warm to me. Really captures my imagination. I think I used a lot of these patches on an older song but I don't remember.
I got food poisoning on Friday and I had some plans for a guitar and drums song, but here we are writing and uploading on a Sunday, whaddaya gonna do, amirite?
My monitor speakers are freaking out again, I got in contact with the guy who repaired them, but now I have to find the service form in the total disaster of a basement! Oh boy. I started watching the WNBA playoffs and it is really fun. There are a lot of openly LGBTQ people in the WNBA, and it's cool to see people "like me" playing pro sports. The teams I like so far are: Phoenix Mercury, Connecticut Sun, Minnesota Lynx, and Seattle Storm.
I have these plans to go back to online performing but I'm delaying because I have a lot of anxiety about it. And there is so much work to do. Another day in the life of an artist, am I right folks?
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