Every Fear You've Ever Had is True
By Ninefingers on March 24, 2024 5:11 pm
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And I'm kind of shattered by that. And I might have just lost my best friend.
So I'm going through it. I ended up getting very drunk that night and in the early morning put this thing together on my toy organ after messing around with phantom of the opera melody's. It's very dramatic and despairing, but that's just cause this is where I'm at.
I may have just lost my favorite person. And I don't know where to go from here. I just feel big sad.
Anyway, here is me being drunk and dramatic about my frame of mind at that time. Or at this time I suppose.
I don't think this good. It's clunky and I indulge in a rabbit hole of fears I have about myself. But making it did make me feel a little better. At least I was able to go sleep after I made it.
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Everything that you feared is true
All the thoughts that worried you, that stuck to you, they all were true
Intrusive thoughts and nauseous nights
You told yourself they couldn’t be right
But all the fears you ever had were true
"You’re too old, you’ve lost your hair"
"You’re too fat and you’re too poor"
"You don’t belong there, and you don’t belong here"
Every thought you’ve ever had is true
They never loved you, they just loved how you made them feel
Those times they held you, should have known that it couldn’t be real
All the thoughts that worried you, that stuck to you, they all were true
All the fears you’ve ever had are true
You’ll die one day on the road
And everyone will talk about the smile you had, the love you showed
But you will leave this world filled with tears and all alone
Everything you ever feared is true
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