unnamed internal obstacle
By license on March 3, 2024 10:29 pm
I made a bunch of sketches this week and none of them really felt like a song/track/whatever. maybe I can't make those anymore. maybe I'm just not in the mood. anyway, I just sloppily (the way I seem to be doing literally everything lately) mashed them together. I thought I had matched the tempos of the 3 jams and realized they were totally not tempo-matched, but I couldn't be arsed to fix it. then I kind of liked how it turned out anyway. so hier steht's.
in the last 2 weeks there seems to be sort of the beginnings of a loose process emerging. it's a bit time-consuming, and again, sloppy, but it's self-indulgent in the way I seem to need it to be.
I read a review of My Year of Rest and Relaxation in which the reviewer described being in a state of low-level recklessness, waiting for the month to turn over before getting their shit together. that's been lingering in my mind as I've been in a similar state. I put too many irons in the fire and I haven't been managing any of them well. I've been blaming winter for dragging out, and I know that's not the real reason, but it's the one I can articulate so far.
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