Insufferable Love Fiend
By JaiClone on March 29, 2026 2:53 pm
Hmm... not really sure what the plan was here... another last minute... thingy... I kinda slapped the parts together then got too distracted by the mixing side of things, so I think the build has some clunky bits. I intended to have the transitions between parts flow better, but I ran out of steam again, so it is what it is.
There is a lot I am yet to learn about clean mixing, because when I hear tracks similar to this by professionals, everything sounds way more defined than they do in mine, but because I keep leaving these songs until the last day or two, I am not allowing time to better learn mixing techniques and end up winging it as usual 
I am my own worst enemy 
Exhausted by your lack of sense
My life is your reconnaissance
You made me underestimate me
But it won't happen again
Coerced and cursed by your regime
To sabotage my self-esteem
You've lost your power over old me
And new me has had enough
Insufferable love fiend
You're not what I want
You're not what I asked for
You're not what I need
Life would be worse if I were you
Misery just sticks to you like glue
I self-improve while you stay stagnant
And there's no more holding back
Your depraved god permits my suffering
Your soul is black, oh, and here's another thing
Every blame you claim comes from within you
Here's a mirror, take a look
Insufferable love fiend
You're not what I want
You're not what I asked for
You're not what I need
Pretending to love me
To get what you want
Inside you are empty
I'd rather be me
You press and push and pull
Until you get a reaction
So you can blame me for it all
It's diabolical, and
Behind your every action
So you never feel accountable
Stay mad, die mad
Insufferable love fiend
You're not what I want
You're not what I asked for
You're not what I need
Pretending to love me
To get what you want
Inside you are empty
I'd rather be me
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