super cool glitchy stuff on top of the intense beat! it's so full of stuff that it is nice for the brain to try and figure out what goes on, while the mix actually kinda dope. nothing too catchy melodically or rhythmically except the drums, but cool textures.

regarding your text: remember that good art often comes from suffering it's great that you keep creating cause damn, if u ever look back on this you'll be like "dope". for me not knowing the full story it still gives a interesting glimpse and a lot to reflect on in my own life and mind.

beat around 6min awesome

again: great density of sounds, forces the mind to drift between what it can make out, and be distracted again by the drums. great first entry, looking forward to more!

super cool glitchy stuff on top of the intense beat! it's so full of stuff that it is nice for the brain to try and figure out what goes on, while the mix actually kinda dope. nothing too catchy melodically or rhythmically except the drums, but cool textures. regarding your text: remember that good art often comes from suffering :) it's great that you keep creating cause damn, if u ever look back on this you'll be like "dope". for me not knowing the full story it still gives a interesting glimpse and a lot to reflect on in my own life and mind. beat around 6min awesome again: great density of sounds, forces the mind to drift between what it can make out, and be distracted again by the drums. great first entry, looking forward to more!

man, this is crazy. it kinda feels like 3 song stacked on top of each other, but there's moments where they all do the same thing. very experimental, i dig it. jfc what a journey that was. i don't even know how you go about doing something like this lol

man, this is crazy. it kinda feels like 3 song stacked on top of each other, but there's moments where they all do the same thing. very experimental, i dig it. jfc what a journey that was. i don't even know how you go about doing something like this lol

okay i was really gonna just like skip around and say "cool job happy new year" but now the extra story has me invested

i'm in a similar mindset - after years of hemming and hawing and "is this good enough?" i've decided that 2026 is my f-it year and i'm going to release everything.  good to have it as a backup and who knows - might just find the person it was meant to reach.

yeah, min 6 beat is sick
7:00 looks like the sick beat was so sick it died
7:15 dang a WHOLE new song actually

this was the most chaotic mixtape of approx. 14 songs

fakeout fadeout rocked

awesome job!

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okay i was really gonna just like skip around and say "cool job happy new year" but now the extra story has me invested i'm in a similar mindset - after years of hemming and hawing and "is this good enough?" i've decided that 2026 is my f-it year and i'm going to release everything. good to have it as a backup and who knows - might just find the person it was meant to reach. yeah, min 6 beat is sick 7:00 looks like the sick beat was so sick it died 7:15 dang a WHOLE new song actually this was the most chaotic mixtape of approx. 14 songs fakeout fadeout rocked awesome job! [quote=horatiuromantic]if u ever look back on this you'll be like "dope".[/quote] realest comment of all time

What a wild jumble of crazed energy! I don't know how your brain had so many thoughts and you were not only able to capture them before they vanished, but weave them into this epic! Some of the carnival-like tones & the jumble of themes and musical upsets evoke the band Lollipop Factory (to my mind anyway).

What a wild jumble of crazed energy! I don't know how your brain had so many thoughts and you were not only able to capture them before they vanished, but weave them into this epic! Some of the carnival-like tones & the jumble of themes and musical upsets evoke the band Lollipop Factory (to my mind anyway).

It's good to see you back! And here's more to totally crazy super hyper tracks with 16 different changes and crazy soundscapes. This was an intense blast!

Good luck with the computer, I hope you get something solid soon!

It's good to see you back! And here's more to totally crazy super hyper tracks with 16 different changes and crazy soundscapes. This was an intense blast! Good luck with the computer, I hope you get something solid soon!

thanks! i wanted to make it more atmospheric, so the fact that the textures stand out most is definitely a plus. and yes, paradoxically, but it seems that negative emotions are purer fuel for creativity, although in my case, it might be due to my emotionality in general, i haven't come to a final conclusion in these reflections yet.
regarding looking back, i sometimes wonder how i did something in this or that track, sometimes they allow me to recall random discoveries in writing tracks or even moments from my life that formed the basis for sounds/titles. so this is not only an indicator of my development (or degradation) in creativity, but also a kind of diary. i would like to continue creating further, and even in another world (or what will happen next?), create something on ghost programs, on ghost computers for ghost listeners. i think that if i haven't burned out after all this time, then apparently this is truly something special and important to me

[quote=horatiuromantic]super cool glitchy stuff on top of the intense beat! it's so full of stuff that it is nice for the brain to try and figure out what goes on, while the mix actually kinda dope. nothing too catchy melodically or rhythmically except the drums, but cool textures. regarding your text: remember that good art often comes from suffering :) it's great that you keep creating cause damn, if u ever look back on this you'll be like "dope". for me not knowing the full story it still gives a interesting glimpse and a lot to reflect on in my own life and mind. beat around 6min awesome again: great density of sounds, forces the mind to drift between what it can make out, and be distracted again by the drums. great first entry, looking forward to more![/quote] thanks! i wanted to make it more atmospheric, so the fact that the textures stand out most is definitely a plus. and yes, paradoxically, but it seems that negative emotions are purer fuel for creativity, although in my case, it might be due to my emotionality in general, i haven't come to a final conclusion in these reflections yet. regarding looking back, i sometimes wonder how i did something in this or that track, sometimes they allow me to recall random discoveries in writing tracks or even moments from my life that formed the basis for sounds/titles. so this is not only an indicator of my development (or degradation) in creativity, but also a kind of diary. i would like to continue creating further, and even in another world (or what will happen next?), create something on ghost programs, on ghost computers for ghost listeners. i think that if i haven't burned out after all this time, then apparently this is truly something special and important to me

thanks! i've been busy preparing my archives for a couple of months, so i've written almost nothing. apparently, the desire to create that i've accumulated over this time has made itself felt

[quote=that_ranjit]man, this is crazy. it kinda feels like 3 song stacked on top of each other, but there's moments where they all do the same thing. very experimental, i dig it. jfc what a journey that was. i don't even know how you go about doing something like this lol[/quote] thanks! i've been busy preparing my archives for a couple of months, so i've written almost nothing. apparently, the desire to create that i've accumulated over this time has made itself felt :)

yeah, this stupid feeling of perfectionism(?), it constantly seems like everything is not ready, that it doesn’t sound right, that a lot could be added or corrected, i can sometimes spend hours re-rendering projects, just because i don’t like how something sounds at some very small moment. some projects are put off "for later", some get the status of "well, okay, some basis is ready, after some time i'll bring it to something logical" and year after year the number of such increases, i want to give these projects a full life, just like those that are my submissions here, but this takes time, a lot of time, if put aside my paranoid-fatalistic view of the world, then i think i still have enough of this time, but i'm in the territory of a dictatorial garbage dump, so i can never guess when this time can be taken away from me by certain events or the desires of certain bloody scums, if not this, then there are other problems, like financial or unknown things with health, life is a very fragile thing, from which everything that was not published in time can disappear in a snap, yes, the digital method of storing information is also not a very reliable thing, but there is a better chance that someone will manage to save it for themselves and so it will be alive among several people. i'm a huge supporter of preservation, and even if something is trash for many, there will definitely be those who find some charm in it, maybe inspiration for themselves. actually, this relates to your words that maybe it will reach the one it was intended for, or that someone will accidentally find it. art in this regard is an amazing thing, which in some way gives equal chances both for world-renowned classics and for some the gerogerigegege or other marginal/anti-musical artists and bands. so, in this regard, i believe that as much material as possible should be publicly available. i came up with a system of temporary releases for myself, which i will modernize whenever possible, transfer tracks from one to another, create some versions. this is quite inconvenient for potential listeners, but i think this should be a compromise between accessibility and the ability to organize everything that has accumulated over the years to its final form

[quote=orangedrink]okay i was really gonna just like skip around and say "cool job happy new year" but now the extra story has me invested i'm in a similar mindset - after years of hemming and hawing and "is this good enough?" i've decided that 2026 is my f-it year and i'm going to release everything. good to have it as a backup and who knows - might just find the person it was meant to reach.[/quote] yeah, this stupid feeling of perfectionism(?), it constantly seems like everything is not ready, that it doesn’t sound right, that a lot could be added or corrected, i can sometimes spend hours re-rendering projects, just because i don’t like how something sounds at some very small moment. some projects are put off "for later", some get the status of "well, okay, some basis is ready, after some time i'll bring it to something logical" and year after year the number of such increases, i want to give these projects a full life, just like those that are my submissions here, but this takes time, a lot of time, if put aside my paranoid-fatalistic view of the world, then i think i still have enough of this time, but i'm in the territory of a dictatorial garbage dump, so i can never guess when this time can be taken away from me by certain events or the desires of certain bloody scums, if not this, then there are other problems, like financial or unknown things with health, life is a very fragile thing, from which everything that was not published in time can disappear in a snap, yes, the digital method of storing information is also not a very reliable thing, but there is a better chance that someone will manage to save it for themselves and so it will be alive among several people. i'm a huge supporter of preservation, and even if something is trash for many, there will definitely be those who find some charm in it, maybe inspiration for themselves. actually, this relates to your words that maybe it will reach the one it was intended for, or that someone will accidentally find it. art in this regard is an amazing thing, which in some way gives equal chances both for world-renowned classics and for some the gerogerigegege or other marginal/anti-musical artists and bands. so, in this regard, i believe that as much material as possible should be publicly available. i came up with a system of temporary releases for myself, which i will modernize whenever possible, transfer tracks from one to another, create some versions. this is quite inconvenient for potential listeners, but i think this should be a compromise between accessibility and the ability to organize everything that has accumulated over the years to its final form

glad to see you are back for 2026! this is super cool as usual:)

glad to see you are back for 2026! this is super cool as usual:)

thanks! i listened to this in random snippets, i think i understand what you mean, and if i remembered the sound correctly, it also reminded me of the band Scissor Sisters (at least the sound of the vocals)

[quote=MRDRCAT]What a wild jumble of crazed energy! I don't know how your brain had so many thoughts and you were not only able to capture them before they vanished, but weave them into this epic! Some of the carnival-like tones & the jumble of themes and musical upsets evoke the band Lollipop Factory (to my mind anyway).[/quote] thanks! i listened to this in random snippets, i think i understand what you mean, and if i remembered the sound correctly, it also reminded me of the band Scissor Sisters (at least the sound of the vocals)

thanks, i hope i can keep up the good work for the rest of the weeks with the junk i have left. by the way, George, how are things with the car? did you manage to get back to shows?

[quote=Kedbreak136]It's good to see you back! And here's more to totally crazy super hyper tracks with 16 different changes and crazy soundscapes. This was an intense blast! Good luck with the computer, I hope you get something solid soon![/quote] [quote=george bowles]glad to see you are back for 2026! this is super cool as usual:)[/quote] thanks, i hope i can keep up the good work for the rest of the weeks with the junk i have left. by the way, George, how are things with the car? did you manage to get back to shows?

I got a car again! I been doing a couple shows, I think I did 4 or 5 last year, one in St Louis, one in Columbia, and up north one in Milwaukee, Green Bay, and Chicago

[quote=ENumPv2.0][quote=Kedbreak136]It's good to see you back! And here's more to totally crazy super hyper tracks with 16 different changes and crazy soundscapes. This was an intense blast! Good luck with the computer, I hope you get something solid soon![/quote] [quote=george bowles]glad to see you are back for 2026! this is super cool as usual:)[/quote] thanks, i hope i can keep up the good work for the rest of the weeks with the junk i have left. by the way, George, how are things with the car? did you manage to get back to shows?[/quote]I got a car again! I been doing a couple shows, I think I did 4 or 5 last year, one in St Louis, one in Columbia, and up north one in Milwaukee, Green Bay, and Chicago

nice! i'm glad you were able to get back to shows. i hope the new purchase will last much longer than the previous one and will see many cities

[quote=george bowles]thanks, i hope i can keep up the good work for the rest of the weeks with the junk i have left. by the way, George, how are things with the car? did you manage to get back to shows?[/quote]I got a car again! I been doing a couple shows, I think I did 4 or 5 last year, one in St Louis, one in Columbia, and up north one in Milwaukee, Green Bay, and Chicago [/quote] nice! i'm glad you were able to get back to shows. i hope the new purchase will last much longer than the previous one and will see many cities