W20 - 5_15_26 FMSTESTR
By ENC_ on May 15, 2026 11:51 am
Spent the week distracted. Talked w/ AL about the reflections on slow and fast thinking, about the allocation of thought type in regard to tense consideration, connection between cultural or taught outcomes, and how it feeds into industry and the tech one we used to work in. Morality, history, and the present is forgone for a future planning. STEM heavy industry trains to lack critical thinking outside certain lanes. Those attracted to the industry often highly specialize and never build broader knowledge or skills to solve for problems with out getting into speculative loops. What can be done now or has been done historically is not a place where slow thinking is applied only a unpredictable future that needs to be tamed or claimed. There can be no reflection, only desperate attempts to grab control of the future. It is not surprising so many of us were children of immigrants trained to seek only better futures our parents didn't have at all costs, intelligent insecure people seeking validation for their social shortcomings, or those with close minded self devotions. Always re-inventing the wheel because, don't know enough history to recognized a well trodden path.
Learned about early excellence not being a good later in life outcomes. Indicators show broader and slower skill accumulation in safe environments during childhood had more sway over outcomes. It better prepared the children for adulthood by teaching them how to master and connect mixed disciplined skills, to find better specializations, and overcome unpredictable obastacles with problem solving rather than following convention. Reported worse early careers but, better long term ones. Reflected on the failure of competitive suburb status based uprbrining and "tiger mom" efficiency approaches. Complicated feelings.
Hike w/ AL for 4 hours for 8 miles in the redwoods and eucalyptus trees. Remarkably sore. Went to chiptune related concert when ask by friends after (MBR). Trashcan highlight. Talked late into the night about music. Went to re-opening favorite used shop.... mixed feelings discussed w/ wife. Ate out, she ordered too much food. We'll being eating left overs for a while
Checking in on some discords about Superbooth stuff. Explored retrogames inspried by time trouble shooting GBA stuff tinkering with. Pulled out old video game collection hardware for a run. Strangely into car modding this week.
Media consumed: Conair (1997), Men In Black (1997), Bookworm (GBA), Golden Axe (GBA), KLAX (NES), Tetris (NES), Beamrider (A2600), Kirby All-Star (SNES) WDUWSTS NSF demos from 2009, DJ Rashad - Double cup, AFX - analog bubble bath. DJ Assult - Early 2000's B-Sides, Aphex Twin - Richard D. James, Dave Brubeck quartet - Take 5, Kaidiak - Acid Bihelical, Kaidiak × Pr0t0type - Rubber Plinth, 1* (needs more research), 2*, 3, 4, 5 (want 505 mod), 6, 7, 8,
Gear Used:
Miyoo Mini Plus (emulator)
Tascam DR-40
Software Used:
Izotope Ozone 10
Izotope RX10 De-Hum
Izotope RX10 De-Noise
Ableton
Started tinkering with FMS last week but, ran into issues w/ everdrive cart (needs new battery). Lost all progress and work 2 times before realizing the issue. Inspired to play more games and to revisit LSDJ again. Really enjoying rediscovering GBA and LSDJ (used all owned units but landed on sp). Eventually moved FMS over to emulation handheld until new battery comes in. Spent an couple of hours blindly tinkering and getting used to system and left it. Very intuitive having used other systems. Didn't really need to look up anything for basics. Spent most of free time tinkering w/ LSDJ sample kit making. Decided to just jam out test parts in FMS and call it for this week. Emulator started slowing down w/ too many echos on the main screen, so no live timber tweeks. Data screen ok. Did a warm up and then just recorded a live single take recorded to DR-40. Cleaned and mastered result in Ableton. Getting ideas for live integration w/ other material. Looking into exploring time signature layering in trackers and sequencers. Would like to explore more complicated things about rhythm in the future.
File Names: 5_15_26 FMSTESTR ableton, TEST bank 1 FMS,
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