To The Grave
By Dyrt Dyzyrt on February 12, 2026 6:10 pm
Hey friends, I need to come clean.... I know this is "Weekly Beats", but for me it's going to be more like "Monthly Beats", as in my personal goal is to finish one song every month (which would be a big deal for me!).
I initially imagined this song being a lot heavier with a more punk rock vibe, but since I can't play guitar chords to save my life I had to use keyboard instead. Alas...
I did however experiment with reverb and double tracking in the mix this time which was a fun learning experience.
This song is about having romantic feelings for someone your not "supposed" to and having to hide it. (Shout out to my queer fam!)
To The Grave
I don't know how much longer
I can keep this up
I'm hiding my true feelings
and shutting it all down
Too much longing, too much fire
Someone's going to get burned
All these feelings spiral out of control
Someone's going to get hurt
It's going with me to the grave
It can't be, but it won't leave
It doesn't matter how I feel
It's going with me to the grave
Secrets are only safe for so long
I dread the day the truth comes out
Never wanted to hurt anybody
And I ache with guilt and doubt
The faintest touch, sends a spark
Is this real or in my head
Fleeting looks, full of meaning
I will hold this til I'm dead
It's going with me to the grave
It can't be but it won't leave
It doesn't matter how I feel
It's going with me to the grave
Sometimes I wish you'd learn to hate me
It might help put out the flame
Sometimes I wish you'd confirm my worst fear
Your kindness is kerosene
It's going with me to the grave
It can't be but it won't leave
It doesn't matter how I feel
It's going with me to the grave
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