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Geode

By Cosmic Cairns on May 1, 2024 9:27 pm

I was in a bit of a melancholic/contemplative mood for this one after getting hit by a little bit of the unpleasant reality hammer.  My wife got it worse than me as first one of her close friends from school lost her father and then about a week after that a friend of her family who she thought of as an aunt died on the operating table during a routine pacemaker exchange.  And then our nearly fifteen year old dog has had a few bad days lately where we thought we were going to lose him, but then he seems to bounce back, which is a relief, but it creates a bit of an emotional roller coaster.  We have one other dog and two cats and all of them are approaching or already at their teenage years.  It just got us discussing how it's highly likely we're going to be dealing with a lot of loss in our not-too-distant future.  Both of our parents are reaching their 80's and slowing down.  It's important to acknowledge this stuff sometimes and deal with it, but I really try not to dwell on it because it bums me out.   


Anyway in happier news, I've decided to collect some of the songs from the first few months of WB 2024 along with a couple stragglers from WB 2022 and release them as an album.  As of May 3rd, it should be on the various streaming sites and on bandcamp. 

https://cosmiccairns.bandcamp.com/album … red-dreams

https://open.spotify.com/album/559jqkupRYyFSTE2KNclRE


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Don't tell me about our fragile towers
And how they'll crumble at the slightest touch
I'm barely hanging on here as is
I need my delusions as a crutch

Hiding myself inside a geode
Camouflaged as a standard rock
Maybe the gods will overlook me
So I don't go back into shock

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Sounds like a rough week, but I'm glad the puppers is doing fine. Coping with the reality of aging pets is pretty rough, it's something I have on my mind a lot lately too as my cats are almost 10 years old. I'm totally going to break down when they go, but at least they'll have had full lives, right?

Anyways, grim stuff aside, really enjoyed your song and I think the lyrics are well written at conveying the story of what you've felt this past week. Really liked the vocal harmonization too.

My best wishes for the Cairns family. You really had an overdose of sad events last week. The song is beautiful.

Hey man, great song.  Real smooth.  I'm sorry to hear about your rough week.  Hang in there.  If not for the explanation and lyrics, the music itself seems really chill and uplifting.  To me, at least.  So it's interesting that you made this.  But I could see it during a seen of a Wes Anderson movie where things are both happy and sad at the same time, as life often is.  Good song though, downloading now.

lovely song. very sorry you've been in it. much love to you and the family heart

I can relate with what you say. I’m sending you both psychic cosmic hugs. I love this song

Congrats on the album release!

Loss sucks, especially animal friends. Lost my 16 year old dog last summer and 11 year old dog the year before. Hit me harder than I imagined. I miss them.

Take care and cherish them while they're still around!!

I like how the intro section evolves, especially around :40 then gets a bit psychedelic. Then the break before the vocals, money. Vocals sound great and the lyrics are heartfelt. Favoriting!

The rollercoaster of life coming on strong it sounds like, sorry, that sounds like a tough ride for you all! Cool sounds here, I like that intro part, then cool how it breaks into more straightforward piece. Great lyrics, I can relate. Thanks for sharing an awesome song, and hope things smooth out for you heart

Congrats on the album too, will check it out!

So sorry to hear about everything your family is going through right now.  This project has always helped me get through the rough times in life.  It's crazy how so much can happen at once.  My family had a similar thing going when the pandemic first started.  Our pets and my parents are right in that same range you mentioned too.  Big hugs and high fives!  This track sounds like it was a therapeutic release.  Definitely relaxed and got me feeling calm.  Thank you.

what a beautiful place to hide - i hope you both find some comfort & a bit of hideout time in your metiphorical geode!

Sending my best wishes, I have an older dog that is failing a little more every day and can totally relate with what I am sure is a tough experience.

ViridianLoom wrote:

Sounds like a rough week, but I'm glad the puppers is doing fine. Coping with the reality of aging pets is pretty rough, it's something I have on my mind a lot lately too as my cats are almost 10 years old. I'm totally going to break down when they go, but at least they'll have had full lives, right?

Anyways, grim stuff aside, really enjoyed your song and I think the lyrics are well written at conveying the story of what you've felt this past week. Really liked the vocal harmonization too.

It's rough seeing our loved ones (furry or otherwise) get older.  I try to remember the full lives thing and it does help a little bit, but it's always hard.  Thanks for listening!



Q-Rosh wrote:

My best wishes for the Cairns family. You really had an overdose of sad events last week. The song is beautiful.

Thanks!  I suppose life is never entirely easy, but some weeks or months or years seem tougher than others.  I guess all we can do is hang on the best we can and sometimes music helps a little tiny bit.



Cow Tools wrote:

Hey man, great song.  Real smooth.  I'm sorry to hear about your rough week.  Hang in there.  If not for the explanation and lyrics, the music itself seems really chill and uplifting.  To me, at least.  So it's interesting that you made this.  But I could see it during a seen of a Wes Anderson movie where things are both happy and sad at the same time, as life often is.  Good song though, downloading now.

Thanks!  Although I included some lyrics I was sort of trying to do one of those capturing feelings without words things for a lot of it.  I felt kind of a mix of things.  A little sad, a little fearful of what the future holds, and a little just trying to put on a brave face and have a little hope.  Thanks for listening!



jwh wrote:

lovely song. very sorry you've been in it. much love to you and the family heart

Thanks!  Life has its share of storms and I know more are coming, but all we can do is ride them out and hopefully see a few rainbows along the way.  smile



cfurrow wrote:

I can relate with what you say. I’m sending you both psychic cosmic hugs. I love this song

Thanks!  I guess everyone has to go through stuff like that if you stick around long enough. I don't like it, but loss is something we all have in common.



SQF wrote:

Congrats on the album release!

Loss sucks, especially animal friends. Lost my 16 year old dog last summer and 11 year old dog the year before. Hit me harder than I imagined. I miss them.

Take care and cherish them while they're still around!!

I like how the intro section evolves, especially around :40 then gets a bit psychedelic. Then the break before the vocals, money. Vocals sound great and the lyrics are heartfelt. Favoriting!

Thanks!  Pets become such a big part of our lives.  I see them everyday and feel a strong closeness to them.  It will definitely leave a big empty spot when they go.  But I agree, we just have to savor the moments that they are here.  Thanks for listening and sharing your thoughts!

   

miraclemiles wrote:

The rollercoaster of life coming on strong it sounds like, sorry, that sounds like a tough ride for you all! Cool sounds here, I like that intro part, then cool how it breaks into more straightforward piece. Great lyrics, I can relate. Thanks for sharing an awesome song, and hope things smooth out for you heart

Yeah the rollercoaster of life has some fun highs, but some of those drops are quite scary.  Doing okay, just got a strong dose of realizing we're going to have to go through a lot soon-ish.  Thanks for listening!



Tone Matrix wrote:

So sorry to hear about everything your family is going through right now.  This project has always helped me get through the rough times in life.  It's crazy how so much can happen at once.  My family had a similar thing going when the pandemic first started.  Our pets and my parents are right in that same range you mentioned too.  Big hugs and high fives!  This track sounds like it was a therapeutic release.  Definitely relaxed and got me feeling calm.  Thank you.

Thanks!  It does seem like things like to pile on a lot at the same time.  It can certainly feel overwhelming sometimes and it's rough seeing both pets and parents slowing down.  Music really is some of the best therapy I know of.  It doesn't cure everything, but it helps take a little of the edge off I think.



emily wrote:

what a beautiful place to hide - i hope you both find some comfort & a bit of hideout time in your metiphorical geode!

If I had to hide somewhere, a geode seems like a pretty good place.  Thanks!




mzunguko wrote:

Sending my best wishes, I have an older dog that is failing a little more every day and can totally relate with what I am sure is a tough experience.

Thanks!  Much love to older dogs.  It's sad to see them slowing down, but I'm glad to have spent the time with them that I have.

very sorry to hear about your and your loved one´s tribulations... so it goes as we all will see sooner or later. Stay strong! This track has some anthemic quality...power in the face of adversity. Sort of pensive, but uplifting in some ways too. Great track with a lot of feeling....thanks!

Ashen Simian wrote:

very sorry to hear about your and your loved one´s tribulations... so it goes as we all will see sooner or later. Stay strong! This track has some anthemic quality...power in the face of adversity. Sort of pensive, but uplifting in some ways too. Great track with a lot of feeling....thanks!

I really do think music is better at expressing some things than words are.  Thanks for listening!

hang in there buddy, that's a tough whirlwind of stuff.

the drum beat is amazing on this

love the vocal mix/delivery
great lyrics that hit really hard once I read the story.

yeah, I mostly hangout with people much older than me and am not looking forward to the litany of obituaries in my future (future song title, right there)

orangedrink wrote:

hang in there buddy, that's a tough whirlwind of stuff.

the drum beat is amazing on this

love the vocal mix/delivery
great lyrics that hit really hard once I read the story.

yeah, I mostly hangout with people much older than me and am not looking forward to the litany of obituaries in my future (future song title, right there)

Yeah, I don't like that part of life.  It makes me kind of dread the future.  But I try my best not to dwell on it.  All we really have is right now anyway.  Thanks for the support (and the catchup listens and comments)!

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