Dark soundtrack rock, awesome!

Dark soundtrack rock, awesome!

Can feel the frustration. Dark, edgy, looooove it! Thanks for sharing!

Can feel the frustration. Dark, edgy, looooove it! Thanks for sharing!

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Is Drum Bender handing those out like oscars?  If so, this one is for “baddest assest bassline & accompanying ambience”.  This track is sort of a masterpiece in darkickassery

Is Drum Bender handing those out like oscars? If so, this one is for “baddest assest bassline & accompanying ambience”. This track is sort of a masterpiece in darkickassery

Love the sound-design, heavy and impactful! The frustration and tension comes through nicely, got a satisfying hurt to the track
("The frustration comes from mum not taking her health seriously, due to her being a narcissist"... another way to think, if someone is truly narcissistic, it might be just as narcissistic of us to cling to our notion of how they should've been... i too, have narcissistic parents... but i'm thankful they could love me as much as they could given all the narcissism they grew up around(the entire world was different back then - people also used to frown on therapy, they didn't have the resources to understand themselves as well as we do now... and uh... just look at us now.. we, ourselves, don't completely understand given all these newer resources for understanding), just in case it helps give perspective)... hope it gets better and better

Love the sound-design, heavy and impactful! The frustration and tension comes through nicely, got a satisfying hurt to the track <3 ("The frustration comes from mum not taking her health seriously, due to her being a narcissist"... another way to think, if someone is truly narcissistic, it might be just as narcissistic of us to cling to our notion of how they should've been... i too, have narcissistic parents... but i'm thankful they could love me as much as they could given all the narcissism they grew up around(the entire world was different back then - people also used to frown on therapy, they didn't have the resources to understand themselves as well as we do now... and uh... just look at us now.. we, ourselves, don't completely understand given all these newer resources for understanding), just in case it helps give perspective)... hope it gets better and better :)

Yay! The quote button is back! haha. But honestly, that is something I sometimes find myself thinking along the lines of also. Something I truly felt towards my mum in her final hours was empathy. Raw, unfiltered empathy. That she wasn't able to tap into a better understanding of herself, the impact it had on others, and ultimately what she missed out on as a result. Things have been so different in the month she has been gone, and I mean, in a lot of better ways, sadly. People are more relaxed at gatherings, people aren't hearing about he said/she said. So many people saying things like "this is how it could have always been." One of my older siblings summed it up well, years ago, with the saying "Hurt people hurt people." I wish mum could have learned how to heal and grow from her own hurt rather than hurting others, she gave therapy a single try and walked out, probably because she started to feel something that was attached to her inner demons.

[quote=RajaTheResidentAlien]Love the sound-design, heavy and impactful! The frustration and tension comes through nicely, got a satisfying hurt to the track <3 ("The frustration comes from mum not taking her health seriously, due to her being a narcissist"... another way to think, if someone is truly narcissistic, it might be just as narcissistic of us to cling to our notion of how they should've been... i too, have narcissistic parents... but i'm thankful they could love me as much as they could given all the narcissism they grew up around(the entire world was different back then - people also used to frown on therapy, they didn't have the resources to understand themselves as well as we do now... and uh... just look at us now.. we, ourselves, don't completely understand given all these newer resources for understanding), just in case it helps give perspective)... hope it gets better and better :)[/quote] Yay! The quote button is back! haha. But honestly, that is something I sometimes find myself thinking along the lines of also. Something I truly felt towards my mum in her final hours was empathy. Raw, unfiltered empathy. That she wasn't able to tap into a better understanding of herself, the impact it had on others, and ultimately what she missed out on as a result. Things have been so different in the month she has been gone, and I mean, in a lot of better ways, sadly. People are more relaxed at gatherings, people aren't hearing about he said/she said. So many people saying things like "this is how it could have always been." One of my older siblings summed it up well, years ago, with the saying "Hurt people hurt people." I wish mum could have learned how to heal and grow from her own hurt rather than hurting others, she gave therapy a single try and walked out, probably because she started to feel something that was attached to her inner demons.

your experience sounds very familiar i suppose since it's such a common experience in families, these "hurt people [who] hurt people" still serve a grand purpose in our lives: empathy is one of the most important parts of human evolution, and so it certainly wouldn't come easy.
may she rest in peace, and your family thrive in the memory

your experience sounds very familiar :) i suppose since it's such a common experience in families, these "hurt people [who] hurt people" still serve a grand purpose in our lives: empathy is one of the most important parts of human evolution, and so it certainly wouldn't come easy. may she rest in peace, and your family thrive in the memory <3

in a word: raw.

Raja I u man

lol spot on

in a word: raw. [quote=RajaTheResidentAlien]your experience sounds very familiar :) i suppose since it's such a common experience in families, these "hurt people [who] hurt people" still serve a grand purpose in our lives: empathy is one of the most important parts of human evolution, and so it certainly wouldn't come easy. may she rest in peace, and your family thrive in the memory <3[/quote] Raja I <3 u man [quote=ineff]Is Drum Bender handing those out like oscars?[/quote] lol spot on