visceral (081818_110bpm)
By royb0t on August 19, 2018 4:43 pm
I hate August. So. Much.
Excluding my brother's wedding and seeing family as the month started, I have been working every single day, 10+hrs. When I'm not working, I'm probably developing ulcers from the anxiety of all the work left to do. I'm pretty sure I'm going to be in working everyday until Sat 9/01 or so. With a co-workers wedding (which is definitely a celebration, but ugh I hate huge groups of people I don't know, or I guess being social in general, hah) being a final hurdle Sun 9/02 before I can actually rest and maybe relax. That following Monday (Labor Day Holiday) seems infinitely far away but I cannot wait for the blissful nothing, being cocooned away from everything to start recharging. On the plus side, I do feel like this particular weekend I've overcome one huge task which is physical adjustments at work, so that's a plus.
For now though. I just want to scream. This captures some of that, with an attempt to make it shift to something more dancy but I don't have it in me. Sorry it's short, but I don't have the energy to work much more on it right now. Admittedly, I didn't expect much from this but once I escape the chaos from this month, I could see this having a lot of potential to blossom into a full-blown rockin' industrial tune. Hmm, we'll see.
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