Repeating The Same Mistakes
By orangedrink on February 9, 2020 11:34 pm
I finished before Sunday! I am uploading on Sunday, but I actually finished this on Friday. It's great to have a "weekend".
I am stuck in this loop of staying up late, eating junk food, waking up late with a stomachache, hating myself, feeling like I need to do something to relax/have fun, which makes me feel entitled to stay up late and eat junk food.
FUN!
But I'm trying to get help by talking to some supportive mental health allies and coming up with strategies that I can implement to avoid bad habits.
The song title has to do with that, and the fact that I don't know how to use my Arturia Keystep, and I accidentally put silent notes into my arpeggiated sequence and those got repeated in a weird pattern. But I thought it was fun! So I'm literally and figuratively repeating the same mistakes. Not that am I anything like him, but I really love Aphex Twin and a lot of things that I do, I do to try to be like him. There is one pitched down snare drum on the drum loop and that's supposed to be an AFX move.
All electronics from Ableton. The drum loop is from an Ableton pack, and then I did some repeat edits, reverse, and the one pitch down snare. Jazzmaster at the end, and there is single sample of my voice and acoustic guitar (singing the word "time") from the song "All These Things In Time" which is on my new album, This Is Orange Drink orangedrink.bandcamp.com
It's snowing like crazy today!
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