I had to get the friend housesitting for me while I was in Melbourne to upload my submission this week, as the upload function wasn't active when we left on our epic trek. Ugh, such a hassle ;P

Yes, but I won't have a computer, and I don't intend to spend my time already not booked up sitting in a cyber cafe. I want to do some outside stuff and whatnot... and go to Supanova

I am *trying* to up-load next week's beating, since I'll be away next week from tomorrow and have created ahead, but ALAS, it's not letting me >.<

That was the point of the thread, right? ;P

No need for the pep talk, I've hardly been closed up like a hermit avoiding everything. I manage, I overcome, power through or ignore it as necessary to function. I just get concenred about the frequency of my down days, and how down they get.

Ooooh yeah. Luckily, doing this project has helped raise my base level of 'throw shit together'. I just need to avoid the trap of leaning too hard on that and mix up my music a little more. 13's done, and I'm thinking of what to do for 14 (maybe even with 4 notes) that can be different and new for me

Oh yeah, I am under no delusions about how 'fixable' this is. I'm stuck with it, as are most people who suffer from it. I'm just getting a little tired of losing days worth of productivity to being 'out of sorts', the constant self loathing and the semi-frequent, but crippling, social anxieties.

Cheery thread is now very cheery... and it's my fault >.< mwahahahahah