Gogicham Us Va
By Devieus on September 6, 2022 7:09 am
I fixed a few things, found some other things things that needed fixing, but it's pretty alright as it is. The way debugging goes is we put in some effort into fixing it until we hit a song with a funny name and then just stop, putting in the effort to make it work. There wasn't much work in this so it's fine.
One thing I did notice, this week has Lydian mode again, which is very much statistically improbably, possibly impossible (I bet if I look back most songs will be Lydian), that's because the scale generator wasn't generating anything, it was just set and that's it. I'll fix it later. I hit this title and stuck with it, it's a funny title: Gogicham.
On to the personal journey, I'll just spoiler it to avoid the wall.
› journal
‹ journal
I'm posting this on Tuesday morning, almost at the earliest possible time, so I've got the whole week ahead of me, but Monday was turbulent enough already. Devieus feels dysphoria, but it doesn't affect him (there's another person who takes the hit from that, but he still feels it), but when I switched in the night of Sunday to Monday, it hit me really, really bad. I vividly remember the image I posted the last week I was around as if it was yesterday, when in reality it's been almost a month. Wonderful insights with Spider, must be nice being a singlet (I never was one since I emerged when we already embraced systemhood).
Also y sister-in-law gave me a necklace from Malta, I wasn't sure how I felt, I guess I like it, it's pretty, makes me feel me quite easily.
- Spider
› Journal part 2
‹ Journal part 2
She probably should've waited a bit, but maybe not too long since Dev was also around for a few days
Few days after the submission of this song, she went with the family to a restaurant, she was given a necklace from our sister-in-law she wears as much as possible to signify who she is
Good on her
She gets along pretty well with everyone in the family, she seems to have a fondness for our sister-in-law, probably because she's the only cis woman in our immediate surrounding
she'll be okay, we'll make sure of that
Few days later, Dev showed up again, feeling "off" as usual, shifts between us are always a little... janky, sometimes too smooth to notice, sometime very rough, but that's a story for next week
- Ebrit
