SUPER shout out to Sam&Janx for telling me to "get on the mic, and get in the game!" http://weeklybeats.com/#/sam%26janx/music/sometimes
Help me name the track!
the last time I that heard myself rap was a long time
ago I think I wrote a track back in 2009
wait I wrote it in 04 and then it took more than four
years to put it out on Narcolepsy let’s see
so I don’t want to rap because i’m not that good
but the only way to get good is to rap so I should
put out tracks that makes sense it get it
I just feel like I will write terrible lyrics and instantly regret it
these are the excuses living in my mind
when i’m up late eating chips and crying at the same time
can’t do anything right up all night i’m always tired
now i’m working for myself and I got fired
constantly stalked by my negative self-talk
running on a constant loop when I walk
“don’t be dumb, you can’t run, try using an inhaler”
“don’t try to rap only rappers rap and you’re a failure.”
how do normal people get out of bed?
how do normal people not shoot themselves in the head?
so many years wishing i’d wake up dead
and here I am making music instead
it’s funny right? well not ha ha ha funny
making sacrifices for the dream, not for the money
try to keep going,try to focus on the mission
look at me: I hate making music; i’m a musician!
here I am rocking the mic
maybe not rocking but swaying back and forth-like
if I suck at rapping, not much I can say
I guess i’d rather constantly lose than never play
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